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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

my eye quiz result

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Your eyes say that you are happily in love and love that you are happy with your gf/bf or husband/wife. You wish that you could stay with your loved one for all eternity and would die for him/her. You don't care what other people think of you as long as he/she thinks you are perfect. You adore your beloved and would want him/her to hold your hands forever. You are usually caught in the hallways hugging or kissing. You smile whenever you see him/her and you make them laugh.

mood swing again!


alot of things m seem wish do, yet nothing m wanna do now.. neither m know the reason...

every once in a while, m will become like that... had a very short chat with Taurus, she lectured m... 1st time she said that m a useless piece of shit! tears nearly rolled down from m eyes... m heart sank N shocked that this sentence out from her mouth saying m was a useless piece of shit!!! really time to do SOUL SEARCHING! years after years, regardless so many unhappy stuffs had happened, m still find myself very fortunate, even till today...NO? yes, m very fortunate, as compare to those poor African N Taiwanese in the disaster...

how to build up m motivation? m seem like a hermit crab now... always m N m tomb! :(

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

balance my time!

while checking email yesterday, m realised Capri had deleted m from her tag as her friend...feeling blue after knowing this, there are a few ??? in my mind which wanna ask her, then again shall leave her alone... even if we really have chance to chat again, neither m will bring this unhappy matter up.

beside Capri, m also rather upset by Taurus this morning, again because of minor stuff... m told her many times, but she always claims that m afraid SR will be angry or m busy dating SR, N so on... which isn't what she think, because Taurus m nearly had a fight with SR, and had ignored SR's feeling... m was very sad N vexed at that period of time... no one knew about it... was so vexed till didn't even wanna see anyone, nor could concentrate during work. of coz at that time not only just Taurus's issue, as well as SR N her ex stuff.... but luckily m had Chloe to keep m accompany, she made m realised that how weak N useless i was, as a child, she is so much stronger then any adult whom m know.... all these were history, m really don't wish to dig out again... and causing myself so miserable... and last m wanna tell Taurus something is, m have never changed since after broke off, neither m afraid of SR. SR is my partner now, I RESPECT HER N there's still room for m to improve to be a GOOD GIRLFRIEND N GOOD WIFEY...

after talking Taurus, m switch on my PC, msn a long distance pal, glen, a pal whom m used to love... ;p well of coz till now m still love him, but the 'love' has changed to "friendship love"... he is also another friend whom think m had always spend too much time with my partner,whenever m dating...lol... mmmmm... really hard to pls everyone in the world... whatever it is, m will try to make time for everyone around, of coz my love one N my family are at my 1st priority! :)

Friday, September 18, 2009

Finally mp3 is working!

Hi, i'm back! :) m had stop writing ever since my " mp3 isnt working " ;p this is the fact, not excuse... SR knew about it, so kind N sweet of her.. she had never given up N kept trying to help m to solve this problem... and now my mp3 in my blog can be played N better then before, can play mp4! :) thank you, honeybun!

KISSSSSSSSSSKISSSSSSSS & HUGGGGGHUGGGGGGG

Saturday, September 5, 2009

SR's dad birthday


 what a big beautiful cake :)
today is SR's dad birthday, went shopping with him after lunch.... everything was fine till evening.... during dinner... while we were playing iphone game with boy boy N gal gal, suddenly m heard SR telling boy boy "CHE CHE JAN's" turn to play... the "CHE CHE JAN" REFERRING M???? THOT M IS "CHE CHE JOEY"?????? m turned off instantly N ignore them, nor wanna carry on the game, but 2nd thot came to my mind, m told myself "maybe m heard wrongly..." N NEXT MOMENT AGAIN M HEARD HER M AS CHE CHE JAN "quickly return iPhone to CHE CHE JAN, SHE'S ANGRY" M KNEW SHE WAS TEASING BOY BOY...BUT M THINKING NEITHER SHE KNEW SHE HAD CALLED THE WRONG NAME...m refused to speak to her after that.. m too petty? m dunno, m couldn't take it, neither m wana blew it big, at the end of the day seem no big deal...