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Saturday, August 29, 2009

26 Aug to 29 Aug 2009

honey bun is on business trip since yesterday again... little upset... gonna miss her 3 nights...

26 Aug 2009
had chat with Taurus lately.. m felt upset after the chat... she became more N more enclose herself after broke off with J. maybe partly also m... these few days m been thinking several questions... how should m put into words... no result issue shall skip... <<<benediction is a form of love...>>> m really hope Taurus able to stand up soon... m hate to see her in such a stage...

27 Aug 2009
suddenly some disturbing thots race past my mind... led m to read what i had written N write out m feelings... m felt that Taurus is a mirror of m... yes? no? m dunno, neither wanna know.... m in vexed now, don't wanna talk anything deeper....
difference between Taurus N m : she likes to ask something which she cant handle and m NEVER WANNA KNOW ANYTHING WHICH M CANT HANDLE...
both similarity : both run away from REALITY WHEN WE COULDN'T HANDLE... DUNNO EVER SINCE WHEN M BECOME A HERMIT CRAB...

after chatting with Gemini, she suggested m should be more independent... m ignored her at the beginning... but hours later, m agreed, m also realise that m had no goal in life now... what if one day " we are not together...?" m dunno if m will fall greatly.... m really dunno if m able to stand up again... maybe m will... yesss m will... life goes on when whoever is gone... just a matter of time to heal the wound...
SR is back tomorrow... m happy? m dunno... just know that m miss her!

28 Aug 2009
m feeling unwell today, couldn't even complete 4 hours of job... m spoke to Taurus before picking SR... she knew m was grouchy... be it happy or unhappy, every single emotion is hang on m face... conclusion : both Taurus N SR think that m jealous over "SR's ex" while on my way to pick her, m heart feeling so heavy... neither m know how to describe this feeling.
m hugged her tightly when i saw her! whatsoever nonsense is no longer important, nor wanna think about it, just wanna continue m journey her as long as m can...m will not give up this relationship because of whoever...

Weekends
had a solid rest N so much FUN during these two days, beside the rash med which caused m unable to go work on Sunday... we had BBQ dinner, nini N SR BBQ, m eat ;p this was my 2nd time eating WAGYU BEEF N my 1st time eating BABY LAMB! M MISS THE TEXTURE OF THOSE MEATS ;p

Sunday, August 23, 2009

3 virgos celebrating birthday



23 Aug 2009

3 Virgos celebrating theirs birthday together... thou just a simple dinner gathering but m joined it very much, beside some uncomfy words from my silly SR... how can she mixed up her ex's N m birthdays?????? m knew she didn't mean it, thus she's forgiven ;p we shall have more of this dinner, so fun N relax...

here are some beautiful dessert we had...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

hot n cold

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

live to my fullest!

m realise m no longer that enthusiastic towards my work since last quarter of the year... m really tired after 10+ years of working or becox of other factors lead m no longer interested with my job? well, do understand as a human gona work..N its a NEED.. . no? mmm... sound kinda heavier if m continue this topic... anyway everyone should look forwards instead, learn to love our jobs N should live to our fullest without any regret each day. :)

m have many wishes in mind in facts ;b

1. wanna everyone around m stay healthy N happy.

2. wanna every of them to pass their exam with flying colours.

3. wanna everyone to live to their fullest without regret.

4. Cartier SANTOS 100 STEEL AUTO STRAP (ref.W20073X8)

5.  Louis Vuitton flight paname take on bag.

6. Chanel reissue.

7. travel around the world with SOMEONE ;p

8. Cartier LOVE BRACELET (ref.B6005600) N (ref.60081963)

9. kick off shopaholic habit

10. learn to eat wisely ;p





Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Good Days r on the way!

these couples of days much thing had happened, led m mind ran a little wild again, and also my beloved princess not in town, so simply had no mood to write...
something had happened to Taurus this couples of weeks too... but it's mean, if m blog it... m just hope may god bless this child N leading her with an easier path... m believe everything will be fine, its just a matter of time.
She was back from HK last evening, m realised that m didn't thot of her much this time, unlike before, whenever she went oversea, m kinda blue, esp when she went US early this year... m DAYS were really suckzzz...

Anyway m went cruise with SR N her family Fri to Sun... a short fun trip, which m enjoyed very much! :) SR's mum had asked m a couples of times if we r free to join them to cruise... so sweet of her, she had even bought us expensive JAP dinner at cruise, thot foodie that great,but was her thots that counted,NOT BCOX ITS EXPENSIVE. foodie in cruise was average, but game with SR were FUN! ;p in fact in au, m had learnt to play roulette, but m didn't find it that interesting, till went cruise ;p no worry, m wun get hooked, partly was to keep SR accompany... guess how much m won? SGD1000+ ;p cool? hahaha..