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Monday, March 30, 2009

a heavy nite...


Blythe Odekake Kimono Musume




m bought this jap Blythe doll ;p finallyyyy... $399.90, mmm... seem little X, but again, i love it very much N wanna bring her back to my home, so much things, just cant wait to share with her...
all along m love kimono N will like to own one too... mmm...
when m go Jap, the 1st thing to buy is a lovely kimono ;) m cant really imagine, m wearing kimono, how will i look like?will m look as lovely as her?? hehehe...m too old to look lovely!
anyway, die die must buy N must be bought by someone whom love m much...

recently seem much things had happen... N making m more rebellious N firm with my decision. "everything happen for a reason" Capri been repeating this sentence to m... well, m do agree, just like when there is an action,there will have a reaction...

lately been having one after another conflict with Crabi, there are times m think she is too childish.... I'm so sorry, to judge her that... m really felt breathless at times while talking to her these days... well, overall m can say different people using different ways to handle their stuffs, same goes to m... i accept who they are N they should should also accept who i am... m fell down this morning,while m eating hash brown m fell hard N lying on the floor... tears just roll down... was thinking of Crabi words... mmm... guess not impt anymore... m really got enough, very tired of xplaining N toking to people whom dunno what m toking about N still keep claiming they know whatsoever shitty stress m going thru now......m no time, no energy, have better thing else to do...

world just so small, Aries got to know Leo thru Friend (i noe this day would come since after she met chel), i find Leo is little weird, been hauling Aries if m she knows m,well so what if Aries knows me... Big Deal? isn't she asking stupid? maybe she thot that m got someone to stalk her... lolzz... she must be nuts, she had think too highly of herself... when the last day writing about her, we had come to an end..."our chapter started N ended fast" she's the one whom ended the whole thing without saying anything... well, m not gonna say further on this person... just hope that Aries will have a brand new day soon N found her sunshine... till today, i do still care N love her as my best pal...didn't wanna her to be affected by unnecessary people N matter.... good luck, Aries..!*hugsss*

Capri rang.... we had a long chat over the phone, 1st time chat so long, deep N opened our heart to chat... maybe is also the last time chatting... dunno.. dun wanna think.... nor likes to assume... Capri had neva failed to know what m doing, without m telling... neither m have anything wanna hide from her...

*jus incase m forget... m wanna say is... I'm sorry to most people, if i had kept at my side 4 sometime...i really didnt mean to do so.....neither m noe whats happening around or how did m kidnap these pals at my side...

*yawn* its late... m just after cried...very tired... will try to catch some sleep...will continue tomolo if m can still remember.. lol

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Departures...

blythe doll capture my soul...

after reading Crabi's blog, i found something interesting... that was "Blythe Doll" this doll had simply capture my eyes, m soul follow it to the moon, and back to the earth... i love this doll very... die die must own it... will find out more about it... so coincident, went Diamaru for lunch, and we saw many pretty babe dressing like their dolls, which they were holding... wondering were they holding "Blythe doll" too??? had spent 2hr+ searching for it,but not much history of this doll...

Anyway, went for a nice nice movie "Confessions of a Shopaholic " after the nice nice Jap lunch.. i love the movie... remind m of myself... lolz... but poor Virgo C unwell, yet still accompany from noon till nite... hope she recover soon, may god bless this sweet lovely gal stay cheerful everyday ... *hug hug+kiss kiss*

maybe i over sensitive, but i could tell Crabi was unhappy about overall incident which i had told her tonight... thou Crab is always cool...but i really doubt her action sometime...whatever it is, time for her to take xtra good care, as winter is drawing near...

Dear Capri was busy whole day long lately... saying still gotta busy a few months more, before she enjoys life and travels all over the world= sound like retire soon... lolz... COOLZzzz... but on the other hand, Capri gonna busy soon again after this job, as jenny N her baby wanna stay in Capri's castle..hahaha... what a joke... indeed Capri is a kind person, thou most of the days showing that dead fish look... anyway this baby suppose to be Capri's... no wonder Capri gotta work so hard... ;p hopefully the baby gal can bring laughter to Capri... may god bless Capri N the baby gal stay healthy N happy forever... *with hugssssss*

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

19 mar 2009


Virgo C brought m this box of nice nice mangoes from India. Thank you, Sweetie...

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

at this moment...

raining cats N dogs now...



within a short 3+hours, things can simply change.... hmmm... nope.. if anything could happen, less than 2 mins it will happen... All is in our mind... :) whatever it is, m feel little more relief after speak to Virgo C...



thinking deeper, as m always have Capri N Crabi precious tips to make m analyse, look at things clearer N further...



anyway my bluess had juz left m :) thanx gals.... yawn~ opsss... m rude... lolz *winks* still old sentence life is short, m wanna live to my fullest N live without further regrets in life when m grow old...i believe same goes to everyone around...





suddenly m feel energetic N younger ;p seem have so much thing gotta do, which m have not been doing... will start ASAP...


19th mar 09

crabi rang m at 7+am... i couldn't really recalled our conversation... these days crabi seem like a kid,wanna much attention from m... maybe this is juz m... there's sometime i wanna be alone... i felt litle breathless N hectic these days...esp those questions N respond from crabi... N at the same time make m found the reason why i choose an older one to be with...watever it is may ggod bless everyone around m to b happy...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

grouchy gal...

m so unwell, feelin so lousy N lonely today... Duno why having such feeling...
capri told m alex N his wife stuff last night, m felt so sorry.... thou m dont know this couple...
"everything happen for a reason..."Capri told m this phrase before...
after chatting with crabi this evening N after my blog since Jan, in fact trigger m to think alitle... what crabi said is truth... at the beginning stage of each relationship is the easiest to pull out, or dont even start will may be better? hmmmm... dont know why today after work,while showering, seem much questions N history flashed pass m mind... my mood now is in vexed... duno whyyyyyyy..... nothing is actuali in my mind now, blank blank, dreamy, stoning...
indeed many thing had happen these 3mths... of coz there happy stuff, very happy stuff,unhappy stuff, very unhappy stuff, sweet, sour, bitter N spicessss... so much.. happy stuff,how happy?unhappy stuff,how unhappy?i cant really recalled,nor able to feeL, how come? m confuse now. how come m confused again?m fragile in relationship?
duno duno duno... m very sleepy now..mind very blankkkkkkkkkkk......

blur blur sunshine...



indeed m a blur blur, silly gal... hahaha... everyone say that... but when the moment m look at this pic... i saw the heart... so beautiful heart... thou m not heart lover, but heart stuff usually catch my eyes... esp jewel ;p when i was in AU, m heard from many woman...when a gal wearing a heart locker bracelet, it mean she is attached N happily been attached.... then m insisted my ex to buy m one from Tiffany co, till today m since happily wearin that, thou have changed a few partners...lol anyway m dun wear it everyday.... guess only heart shaped jewel can simply catch my eyes N attention...

last i wana thanks crabi 4 takin such beautiful picture.... thank you, crabi.. *kiss*

Monday, March 16, 2009

1000 apologises from someone to m...



11 mar o8 ( happen for a reason)

To keep a relationship evergreen and ever magical...
bouquet of white roses= likes, dislikes, habits, reactions and all....

i love everyone....

Saturday nite fever ~
a fun day day, beside m sick...
we went buffet, thou both cant eat much ;p silly Virgo C's eyeing on the big fat roast duckkkk... m like the pastry... bought alot of nicenice jap junks... 2ND movie "coming up", m felt upset instead scared while watching the movie... "she died bcoz acting as a dead person... N since people love to watch her as if is a real a real dead person, she starts to kill people one by one N made them go into film... by earning little money N died, just so sad to say that..."

anwe back to my sat... :) we went airport 4 nicenice sweet orange juice, hot chicken soup N "dumpling la mian" m missing Crystal jade sweet orange juice now :)

*going out with a sick puppy, m hope will not bored Virgo C...


Sunday
A sleepy day...

After tut, m went out with Virgo C N her pals....they are really fun people to hang with... esp B
Restaurant written "sharing is caring", i disagree.. ones whom share,may not be caring,as no choice but to share,BUT ones who care confirm will share,as w/o care,will not come the word "share"

i very much wanna share all my happy stuff with my family,love ones N frens.as m reali care for them.. lately m under some stress, beside my work....... seem when one's get closer m may feel little stressful N wanna withdraw... maybe m still very disturb past happening. but end of the day m still coolz :)
i love u, galsss&guysss

Friday, March 13, 2009

sick gal...

A nice Thurs evening

First movie with Virgo C, movie " My Bloody Valentine" wasn't that great thou..."B-graded movie"= low budget movie ;p that's what Virgo C said... N follow by a nice nice diner.... thanks Virgo C. Virgo C is a easy going, fun loving, simple N easily contented gal...m njoy N having much fun with her this daysss... end of the day, both are playful gals N wanna bring joy N laughter to people around us... i like u, Virgo C!!!!!

A sick Friday

went to chicken wrap (i love it, thou m cant eat,as too oily N m unwell) to c a doc,this stupid doc had simply to give gastric N fever med... these were most med, which he need to give m, but he didn't...stupid doc, still charge m so xpensive $100+...

*Capri wasn't in a good mood lately N drink much thou... how to cheer her alitle?really wanna c a cheerful Capri...

m so unwell these daysss... thank YOU for keeping m accompany, chatting with m on phone while m unwell during these nites...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

From nonsense virgo c




Virgo C got m these from Paris, She is flying again nxt week...
gosh...m very sleepy now... gona stop here...
Thank you so much Virgo C " kiss "

Thanx, Christine..



Relationship is like a garden.


It's Beautiful when watered with Love, Hugs, Kisses& Yang Yang.


But it dries up if left Untouched.


So must keep in Touch Always... !

m very unwell these daysssss....

i'm having so much fun these days... esp since knowing Capri, Crabi N Virgo C... They bring so much fun to m to my life... thank you N I LOVE U, GALS...


9 mar 2009 Rainy Day
But day was wonderful N lovely... i had finally walked out from teardrop... m learnin to like sunSHINE now :) my two days were started N ended with Capri... we had so much fun joke these two days...




10 mar 2009 Sunny Day
A fun day with Virgo C.out of these few grouchy week... yesterday m doll up alitle N finally walked of the house... as everyone wana m to have fun... indeed i had N recalled alot of younger days fun stuffs... Capri upset alot today...neither she wana pick up my call...m really dont know to deal with this... was very very upset this morning...when Crabi rang..m wept.... whole day mood was lousy N unwell...decided to take med N sleep longgggggggggg

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

words

Monday, March 9, 2009

I LOVE U in diff language

someone had became my language cher ;p my cher taught m to say " I LOVE U " in different language


Tagalog
mahal kita


Japanese
One of the most popular phrases in any language is probably “I love you.” In Japanese, “love” is “ai (愛),” and the verb form “to love” is “aisuru (愛する).” “I love you” can be literally translated as “aishite imasu (愛しています)”. “Aishiteru (愛してる),” “aishiteru yo (愛してるよ)” or “aishiteru wa (愛してるわ, female speech)” is normally used in conversation. However, the Japanese don’t say “I love you” as often as Western people do, because of cultural differences. Dont be surprised some Japanese have never used these expressions in their life.

The Japanese generally don’t express their love openly. They believe that love can be expressed by manners. When they put their feelings into words, it is preferred to use the phrase “suki desu (好きです)”. It literally means, “to like.” “Suki da (好きだ),” “suki dayo” (好きだよ, male speech) or “suki yo (好きよ, female speech)” are more colloquial expressions. There are many variations of this phrase, including regional dialects (hogen). “Suki yanen (好きやねん)” is one of the versions in Kansai-ben (the Kansai dialect).

If you like somebody or something very much, “dai (literally means, big)” can be added as the prefix, and say “daisuki desu (大好きです).”

lucky m have u...

thou most of the things are brand new now, be it living or non living thing... end of the day, m still the one whom U know... m someone cannot be change! *wink* as usual, m love LV, CHANEL AND TIFFANY... just like leopard will never changes its spots N tiger will never change its stripes...



compare to before, my feeLing is sooooooo mUcH beTTer now.... same goes to SOMEONE. m so glad to see N hear her smiLe N LoL... keep it up, dearest darLing!